I know people can be awful dooms for each other.
Capture your youth, while you can.
The greater the gap between self perception and reality, the more aggression is unleashed on those who point out the discrepancy.
Make sure that your heartfelt thanksgiving is more consistent than your nagging needs and your passionate apology fervent than your unhealthy justifications. Be clean and hopeful.
And sure, I know if you eat this way you'll die. So? If you don't eat this way you're still going to die. Why not die happy?