Judith McNaught Quote

What I want to know is whether or not I can expect a repetition of it, if I were to agree with what Alexandra wants.Drowning in angry mortification, Elizabeth nevertheless managed not to flinch or drop her gaze, and although her voice shook slightly, she managed to say calmly and clearly, I have no control over wagging tongues, your grace. If I had, I would not have been the topic of scandal two years ago. However, have no desire whatever to reenter your society. I still have scars enough from my last sortie among the Quality. Having deliberately injected a liberal amount of derision into the word Quality, Elizabeth closed her mouth and braced herself to be verbally filleted by the old woman whose white brows had snapped together over the bridge of her thin nose. An instant later, however, the pale hazel eyes registered something that might have been approval, then they shifted to Alexandra. With a curt nod the dowager said, I quite agree, Alexandra. She has spirit enough to endure what they will put her through. Amazing, is it not, continued the dowager to Elizabeth with a gruff smile, that on the one hand we of the pride ourselves on our civilized manners, and yet many of us will dine on one another’s reputations in preference to the most sumptuous meal. Leaving Elizabeth to sink slowly and dazedly into a chair she’d shot out of but moments before, the dowager then walked over to the sofa and seated herself, her eyes narrowed in thought. The Willington’s ball tonight will be a complete crush, she said after a moment. That may be to our advantage-everyone of importance and otherwise will be there. Afterward there’ll be less reason to gossip about Elizabeth’s appearance, for everyone will have seen her for themselves.Your grace, Elizabeth said, flustered and feeling some expression of gratitude was surely in order for the trouble the dowager was about to be put to, it-it’s beyond kind of you to do this-Nonsense, the woman interrupted, looking appalled. I am rarely kind. Pleasant, at times, she continued while Alexandra tried to hide her amusement. Even gracious when the occasion demands, but I wouldn’t say ‘kind.’ ‘Kind’ is so very bland. Like lukewarm tea. Now, if you will take my advice, my girl, she added, looking at Elizabeth’s strained features and pale skin, you will immediately take yourself upstairs and have a long and restorative nap. You’re alarmingly peaked. While you rest-she turned to Alexandra-Alexandra and I will make our plans.Elizabeth reacted to this peremptory order to go to bed exactly as everyone reacted to the dowager duchess’s orders: After a moment of shocked affront she did exactly as she was bidden.