Stephanie Perkins Quote

We used to hang out all the time. St. Clair and me.But after you arrived,I hardly saw him. He'd sit next to you in class,at lunch,at the movies. And even though I was suspicious,I knew the first time I heard you call him Etienne-I knew you loved him.And I knew by his response-the way his eyes lit up you said it-I knew he loved you,too. And I ignored it,because I didn't want to believe it.The struggle rises inside me again. I don't know if he loves me.I don't know if he does,or if he ever did.It's all so messed up.It's obvious he wants more than friendship. Mer takes my shaking mug. Haven't you seen him? He suffers every time he looks at you.I've never seen anyone so miserable in my life.That's not true. I'm remembering he said the situation with his father is really terrible right now. He has other things on his mind,more important things.Why aren't the two of you together?The directness of her question throws me. I don't know.Sometimes I think there are only so many opportunies...to get together with someone.And we've both screwed up so many times-my voice grows quiet-that we've missed our chance.Anna. Mer pauses. That is the dumbest thing I've ever heard.But-But what? You love him,and he loves you, and you live in the most romantic city in the world.I shake my head. It's not that simple.Then let me put it another way.A gorgeous boy is in love with you, and you're not even gonna to make it work?