S.E. Hinton Quote

Suddenly I realized, horrified, that Darry was crying. He didn’t make a sound, but tears were running down his cheeks. I hadn’t seen him cry in years, not even when Mom and Dad had been killed. (I remembered the funeral. I had sobbed in spite of myself; Soda had broken down and bawled like a baby; but Darry had only stood there, his fists in his pockets and that look on his face, the same helpless, pleading look that he was wearing now.) In that second what Soda and Dally and Two-Bit had been trying to tell me came through. Darry did care about me, maybe as much as he cared about Soda, and because he cared he was trying too hard to make something of me. When he yelled Pony, where have you been all this time? he meant Pony, you’ve scared me to death. Please be careful, because I couldn’t stand it if anything happened to you. Darry looked down and turned away silently. Suddenly I broke out of my daze. Darry! I screamed, and the next thing I knew I had him around the waist and was squeezing the daylights out of him. Darry, I said, I’m sorry . . . He was stroking my hair and I could hear the sobs racking him as he fought to keep back the tears. Oh, Pony, I thought we’d lost you . . . like we did Mom and Dad . . . That was his silent fear then—of losing another person he loved. I remembered how close he and Dad had been, and I wondered how I could ever have thought him hard and unfeeling. I listened to his heart pounding through his T-shirt and knew everything was going to be okay now. I had taken the long way around, but I was finally home. To stay.