A lifelong movie I already knew the ending to
I avoided one-on-one situations, eye contact, and healthy relationships. Instead I took refuge in drinking too much, cheap sex, and sarcasm.
Everything around me affirmed there was nothing else I could do – yet everything inside me cried that I was not doing enough.
After college I got a job and started working. This new career had absolutely nothing to do with my degree.
So this needs to be said, and so I will try to say it
It's the only way anything will change. Because we are both mother and child, cause and effect, villain and victim
