Diana Palmer Quote

His eyes ran over her hungrily. I couldn’t get it out of my mind, he said, almost to himself, the way it felt, back at my mother’s house. I was never so hungry for anyone, but it wasn’t completely physical, even then. He frowned. I want you, Cecily, and I hate myself for it.What else is new? She gestured toward the door. Go home. And I hope you don’t sleep a wink.I probably won’t, he said ruefully. He moved toward the door, hesitating.Good night, she said firmly, not moving.He stood with his back to her, his spine very straight. I can trace my ancestors back before the Mexican War in the early 1800s, pure Lakota blood, undiluted even by white settlement. There are so few of us left…She could have wept for what she knew, and he didn’t know. You don’t have to explain it to me, she said solemnly. I know how you feel.You don’t, he bit off. He straightened again. I’d die to have you, just once. He turned, and the fire was in his eyes as they met hers, glittering across the room. It’s like that for you, too.It’s a corruption of the senses. You don’t love me, she said quietly. Without love, it’s just sex.He breathed deliberately, slowly. He didn’t want to ask. He couldn’t help it. Something you know?Yes. Something I know, she said, lying with a straight face and a smile that she hoped was worldly. She was not going to settle for crumbs from him, stolen hours in his bed. Men were devious when desire rode them, even men like Tate. She couldn’t afford for him to know that she was incapable of wanting any man except him.The words stung. They were meant to. He hesitated, only for a minute, before he jerked open the door and went out. Cecily closed her eyes and thanked providence that she’d had the good sense to deny herself what she wanted most in the world. Tate had said once that sex alone wasn’t enough. He was right. She repeated it, like a mantra, to her starving body until she finally fell asleep.