Besides.Eternity was going to seem like forever.With the crowds of smiling people smiling at me in the dark, me who spent my life cleaning bathrooms and mowing the lawn, I told myself, why rush anything? I'd backslid before, I'd backslide again. Practice makes perfect.If you could call it that.I figured, a few more sins would help round out my resume.This is the upside of already being eternally damned.I figured, Hell could wait.