Amazing how too much passion in one part of your life can destroy passion in other parts of your life.
Once you reach the brink of your will power, you have two options - either give up, or keep going. That decision decides whether you'll reach your goal.
Stop grovelling and start working.
Have patience and keep working. Everything will come alright in time.
Nobody wants great things for you. They all want you to be something they deem important for them.
Keep walking on the path of bravery. Keep walking on the path of your passion. Keep walking, and do not stop until you reach your goal.
Live every single moment of your life, for the one thing that is most precious to you.