Until you get it that in reality you, and the enemy you hate, are identically and inseparably 'One', of a single make, you're one big silly mistake.
Live joyfully this life. Once gone, who knows if we ever get it back. Atheists think we do not. Mystics say you will. Either way, chill.
Till the time Mother Nature takes away what she had bestowed upon us for free - this wonderful gift, of life. Value it, while you have it.
I plan to live my own way. Hopefully, it is as per God's Way.
The bad news is, our past defines us. However, the good news is, our future will someday be a part of that past.
No one dies pre-maturely. As is meant, happens naturally.