You don't die when your body stops functioning. You die when your name is uttered for the last time in the world.
Throw away the newspapers. Discard all the useless debates and gossiping. Start working in silence. Start working on your passion. And make the news yourself.
Have patience and keep working. Everything will come alright in time.
You are born to build the society, not to follow it.
Stop grovelling and start working.
The world needs heroes. Be a hero and build your part of the world.
Never mind the mistakes. One day they will become your most prized possessions.