I Think it is lost.....but nothing is ever lost nor can be lost .
I need to stop running back to you in my mind all the time.
Your smile and your laughter lit my whole world.
I raised you so high that every other man on earth is now doomed to live in your shadow.
I miss that feeling of connection.Knowing he was out there somewhere thinking about me at the same time I was thinking about him.
I would have followed you to hell and back... if only you'd lead me back.
If you cannot hold me in your arms, then hold my memory in high regard.And if I cannot be in your life, then at least let me live in your heart.
I could've loved you but the line is too long and your passiveness is endless.
At first, I was lost in you, but now you're lost on me.
Thank you for undusting my true colors; or color: black... Oh, how I missed the darkness!
Today is just another day of trying to get by without you.