Paullina Simons Quote

Someday Tatiana must tell Alexander how glad she is that her sister Dasha did not die without once feeling what it was like to love. Alexander. Here he is, before he was Tatiana’s, at the age of twenty, getting his medal of valor for bringing back Yuri Stepanov during the 1940 Winter War. Alexander is in his dress Soviet uniform, snug against his body, his stance at-ease and his hand up to his temple in teasing salute. There is a gleaming smile on his face, his eyes are carefree, his whole man-self full of breathtaking, aching youth. And yet, the war was on, and his men had already died and frozen and starved... and his mother and father were gone... and he was far away from home, and getting farther and farther, and every day was his last—one way or another, every day was his last. And yet, he smiles, he shines, he is happy. Anthony is gone so long that his daughters say something must have happened to him. But then he appears. Like his father, he has learned well the poker face and outwardly remains imperturbable. Just as a man should be, thinks Tatiana. A man doesn’t get to be on the President’s National Security Council without steeling himself to some of life’s little adversities. A man doesn’t go through what Anthony went through without steeling himself to some of life’s little adversities. In this hand Anthony carries two faded photographs, flattened by the pages of the book, grayed by the passing years. The kitchen falls quiet, even Rachel and Rebecca are breathless in anticipation. Let’s see... they murmur, gingerly picking up the fragile, sepia pictures with their long fingers. Tatiana is far away from them. Do you want to see them with us, Grammy? Grandpa? We know them well, Tatiana says, her voice catching on something. You kids go ahead. The grandchildren, the daughter, the son, the guests circle their heads, gaping. Washington, look! Just look at them! What did we tell you? Shura and Tania, 23 and 18, just married. In full bloom, on the steps of the church near Lazarevo, he in his Red Army dress uniform, she in her white dress with red roses, roses that are black in the monochrome photo. She is standing next to him, holding his arm. He is looking into the camera, a wide grin on his face. She is gazing up at him, her small body pressed into him, her light hair at her shoulders, her arms bare, her mouth slightly parted. Grammy! Rebecca exclaims. I’m positively blushing. Look at the way you’re coming the spoon on Grandpa! She turns to Alexander from the island. Grandpa, did you catch the way she is looking at you? Once or twice, replies Alexander. The other colorless photo. Tania and Shura, 18 and 23. He lifts her in the air, his arms wrapped around her body, her arms wrapped around his neck, their fresh faces tilted, their enraptured lips in a breathless open kiss. Her feet are off the ground. Wow, Grammy, murmurs Rebecca. Wow, Grandpa. Tatiana is busily wiping the granite island. You want to know what my Washington said about you two? Rebecca says, not looking away from the photograph. He called you an adjacent Fibonacci pair! She giggles. Isn’t that sexy? Tatiana shakes her head, despite herself glancing at Washington with reluctant affection. Just what we need, another math expert. I don’t know what you all think math will give you. And Janie comes over to her father who is sitting at the kitchen table, holding her baby son, bends over Alexander, leans over him, kisses him, her arm around him, and murmurs into his ear, Daddy, I’ve figured out what I’m going to call my baby. It’s so simple. Fibonacci? She laughs. Why, Shannon, of course. Shannon. The