Judith McNaught Quote

Since we’ve ruled out another man as the explanation for all this, I can only assume something has gone wrong at Havenhurst. Is that it?Elizabeth seized on that excuse as if it were manna from heaven. Yes, she whispered, nodding vigorously.Leaning down, he pressed a kiss on her forehead and said teasingly, Let me guess-you discovered the mill overcharged you? Elizabeth thought she would die of the sweet torment when he continued tenderly teasing her about being thrifty. Not the mill? Then it was the baker, and he refused to give you a better price for buying two loaves instead of one.Tears swelled behind her eyes, treacherously close to the surface, and Ian saw them. bad? he joked, looking at the suspicious sheen in her eyes. Then it must be that you’ve overspent your allowance. When she didn’t respond to his light probing, Ian smiled reassuringly and said, Whatever it is, we’ll work it out together tomorrow.It sounded as though he planned to stay, and that shook Elizabeth out of her mute misery enough to say chokingly, No-it’s the-the masons. They’re costing much more than I-I expected. I’ve spent part of my personal allowance on them besides the loan you made me for Havenhurst.Oh, so it’s the he grinned, chuckling. You have to keep your eye on them, to be sure. They’ll put you in the poorhouse if you don’t keep an eye on the mortar they charge you for. I’ll have to talk with them in the morning.No! she burst out, fabricating wildly. That’s just what has me so upset. I didn’t want you to have to intercede. I wanted to do it all myself. I have it all settled now, but it’s been exhausting. And so I went to the doctor to see why I felt so tired. He-he said there’s nothing in the world wrong with me. I’ll come home to Montmayne the day after tomorrow. Don’t wait here for me. I know how busy you are right now. Please, she implored desperately, let me do this, I beg you!Ian straightened and shook his head in baffled disbelief, I’d give you my life for the price of your smile, Elizabeth. You don’t have to beg me for anything. I do not want you spending your personal allowance on this place, however. If you do, he lied teasingly, I may be forced to cut it off. Then, more seriously, he said, If you need more money for Havenhurst, just tell me, but your allowance is to be spent exclusively on yourself. Finish your brandy, he ordered gently, and when she had, he pressed another kiss on her forehead. Stay here as long as you must. I have business in Devon that I’ve been putting off because I didn’t want to leave you. I’ll go there and return to London on Tuesday. Would you like to join me there instead of at Montmayne? Elizabeth nodded.There’s just one thing more, he finished, studying her pale face and strained features. Will you give me your word the doctor didn’t find anything at all to be alarmed about?Yes, Elizabeth said. I give you my word.She watched him walk back into his own bed chamber. The moment his door clicked into its latch Elizabeth turned over and buried her face in the pillows. She wept until she thought there couldn’t possibly be any more tears left in her, and then she wept harder.Across the room the door leading out into the hall was opened a crack, and Berta peeked in, then quickly closed it. Turning to Bentner-who’d sought her counsel when Ian slammed the door in his face and ripped into Elizabeth-Berta said miserably, She’s crying like her heart will break, but he’s not in there anymore.He ought to be shot! Bentner said with blazing contempt.Berta nodded timidly and clutched her dressing robe closer about her. He’s a frightening man, to be sure, Mr. Bentner.