Without love everything can be nothing. Does that make me want to love? No. For me, Ignorance is still better than martyrdom.
Our existence comes with Death. And it comes with suffering, death alone is not enough and pleasure have consequences. wicked and fucked. love comes with hurting. And having means losing.
Sometimes Love can mean and addiction for hurt.
We only get either A Lesson or A Miracle.
You know the good thing with hardships and moving on? -- you'll surely taste the pleasure of getting up and do more. Be better!