It is always the one closest to you that hurts you the most.
When life gives you lemons, sell them and buy a pineapple. How to better your life 101.
One who walks in blindness and confusion cries out more than one who knows why he is suffering.
Sometimes you want to curl up and cry until you can cry no more. But you realize that that would leave you exposed and vulnerable. So you turn, and realize that there is no one to turn to.
Realization hits you several times until you can't get up.