Maybe the new me will be different.
I love Coos Bay, and I love Acid!
I've been asleep and I don't know if it's the same day or week or year, but who the hell cares anyway?
I can't believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it's only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
This morning when I left Mom's parting words were, Come straight home after school. Wow! Like I'm going to get stoned at 3:30—it doesn't sound so bad at that.
The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
Dear precious Diary, I am baptizing you with my tears. I know we have to leave and that one day I will even have to leave my father and mother’s home and go into a home of my own. But ever I will take...
I used to think I was the only one who felt things. but I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity. It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would really be a go...
Actually I don’t need the sleep as much as I need the escape. It’s a wonderful way to escape. I think I can’t stand it and then I just take a pill and wait for sweet nothingness to take over. At this...
I think I'd better take some of Gramps' sleeping pills, I'm never going to be able to sleep without them. In fact I think I'd better take a supply of them. He's got plenty, and I'm sure I'll have a fe...
I guess I'll never measure up to anyone's expectations. I surely don't measure up to what I'd like to be.
How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren't even physical?
Antes pensaba que la única que sentía las cosas era yo, pero realmente no soy sino una parte infinitamente pequeña de la humanidad que sufre.
Adolescenti prolaze teško razdoblje. Odrasli se prema njima ponašaju kao prema djeci, ali očekuju da se oni ponašaju kao odrasli. Zapovijedaju im kao da su male životinje, a onda očekuju da reagiraju...
They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
¿Por qué será tan difícil la vida? ¿Porqué no podemos ser como somos y que nos acepten como tales? ¿Por qué no puedo ser yo, sencillamente, tal como soy ahora, sin necesidad de concentrarme, de mortif...
Tengo este necio temor: el temor de ser vieja sin haber sido nunca joven deverdad.
It all seems so permanent, so old and new at the same time. But I wonder if I will ever feel completely new again. Or will I spend the rest of my life feeling like a walking disease?
Incluso con mis amigas no soy realmente yo misma.En parte soy otra; tratando de encajar, de decir cosas apropiadas, de hacerlas cosas requeridas, de estar en el lugar más indicado, de vestir comoviste...
I'm partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing. Sometimes I think we're all trying to be sh...