“ Well, I totally understand why people take huge drugs. Like heroin, or cocaine. I can understand why you would want to be literally out of your own head, because being in your own head is unbearable.… Alyssa Brugman
“ Sometimes I don't know what I am. But what I would like to be on the outside -- what I want other people to see -- is a girl. Alyssa Brugman
“ I can see where this is going, too. Of course, I can, because I am Alex as well. But I want to dress up in gorgeous clothes and strut up and down the runway like they do in the magazines, swishing my… Alyssa Brugman
“ I can understand why you would want to be literally out of your own heard, because being inside your own head is unbearable. Alyssa Brugman
“ I'm never going to be happy, but I could get close now, I think. I could be almost normal. I could have a friend. Alyssa Brugman
“ If there's a place you should be able to put yourself first, it's in your own sexual fantasies. Alyssa Brugman
