Goddamn embarrassing what a civilian you've become, man.
You're just pissed off. And when you're pissed off, you lash out.
All the stuff our fathers took for granted as long as you worked hard, the great safety net and the fair wage and the gold watch at the end of it all? That's all gone around here, my friend.
It's odd how fast a beautiful woman can turn a guy's mind into lint storage. Just by being a beautiful woman.