Boundary violations are deeply experienced.
I, like you, was not depraved or defected before birth but created to be magnificent, a wonderful and freeing realization - simple but explosive.
There are two ways of thinking. One is living life based on fear. The other is trusting. Letting go and allowing trust to control our lives takes mental gymnastics.
Children naturally believe without question and absorb knowledge at an incredible rate; since there is no other frame of reference; they believe their parental reality, true or false.
For many years, I searched for this connection outside of myself but always to no avail. It was only when I turned inward did I find this power.
They sought the pain they knew so well and called it love.